- it never rains -

whenever you're all happy and you think things are going well for you, bear this in mind: it won't last, and soon enough you'll be brought crashing right back down.

A lot's happened in a time as short as the past week, although I have myself to blame for most of it. And then this morning I received news that a friend's just broken up - which makes me more upset than you could possibly imagine. So after that I trudged off to Berrylands for my match, collected my 2nd win of the season, and then went and left my boots lying somewhere.

20 quid would get me another pair, you say, but that's NOT THE POINT. Not when the boots were a special gift. Not when the bag's been with me since I was 12. Not when I'm not one who loses things.

Brilliant. Just bloody brilliant. I am messed up beyond words. What has become of me, I wonder.